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Carapace.
"At Denicija’s grave
На гробот од Дениција
”Longing for her, I often sit in her shadow…” - Old Testament
Above me a grey cloud and a grey eagle
are discussing something,
and I think they're tipping you off
about me, Denicija.
Because whenever I saw a tower and a noonday poplar,
they were like your figure, Denicija.
Whenever I encountered the swelter of day and the swaying of wheat,
they were like your hair, Denicija.
Whenever I discovered a sunflower and a backlit embrasure,
they were like your eyes, Denicija.
Whenever I came across a sunset, whenever I cut a watermelon,
they were like your mouth, Denicija.
And all the measured multures, all the Kantarka pears
were like your breasts, Denicija.
Whenever a sweet and unfurled wing passed me by,
they were like your eyelashes, Denicija.
Whenever I plucked a piece of straw and an olive branch,
they were like your fingers, Denicija.
Whenever I opened a window and an unread book,
they were like your blouse, Denicija.
And all the abandoned spurs and stirrups
were like your earrings, Denicija.
Whenever I heard of raging hills and seas,
they were like your hips, Denicija.
Whenever I saw dandelions and ploughshares,
they were like your feet, Denicija.
And I saw what I saw, and I saw nothing
because all day long I ascend upon the souls of the dead,
all day long I descend through the rain and mist
and everywhere I arrive I'm always too late to reach you.
Afterwards I stand frozen, waiting where I think you'll pass by
and I leave every city gate standing open
at all times so that you can come back.
You peer out at me from both heaven and earth,
and in no way can I manage to tell you
that my death too began after yours
and that it is blessed to live, but even more blessed to die,
thinking only of you, Denicija."
—Petre M. Andreevski via
Never shall I forget that smoke.
"So, for example, when Bell lifts the veil off the mystery of the puddles through the device of Seathorpe’s own mad scientist’s journal, we are moving along through the preliminaries of the man’s life up to the point he began attempting to create life (using some form of electrolysis, it turns out) when we take a left and wander down a five page detour about the evils of flogging..." —Neglected Books via
Alas.