We fall into selforthodoxies so easily. Small wonder then, if the illusion of a pseudo-career proceeds from that first temptation, the pressure to have a style. (The alternative would be to make your anxiety part of the subject matter.) But having rejected the idea of pseudocareer (one which exists only in your own mind, & that of your friends), whatever postproduction chances start to shape up, you are bothered as if by intrusions into an essentially solitary meditation. Bewilderment of the artist among his peers.

Differentia. Sensibility Vs Asthetics.
Music as ritual & as product. (Call them--hoedown, & pablum.)
Globesploitation Vs True Pluralism (Reciprocity+).
Merit society Vs Credential society.

My aesthetics are designed to make poetry impossible.
My failure is that i continue to write.